im hysterically high now. well it fluctuates. it isnt like newton's cradle; there are only points A and E. but maybe somedays i just morph into a zombie at point C. and i was being difficult a moment ago. maybe i amuse myself with precariousness. i wouldnt need a reason to be sad. just like everyone would say we dont need reasons to be happy. two ends of one spectrum, it ought to be a square deal.
some warped logic i know. but hows that for dry humour. at least it isnt for the lack of it.
Life is a huge farce, and the advantage of possessing a sense of humour is that it enables one to defy fate with mocking laughter."
-george gissing. new grub street. -
i think i like that my life is one sardonic mess.
