this clock never seems so alive; in less than 24 hours, i'll be all jittery nerves at the arrival halls like i've always done (will you still be making funny faces and gesticulating behind the glass panes?). it's interesting how we both likened the 9 months (remember how you kept saying you'll be back in no time and how hard i cried?) that flew past us to carrying a baby to term, and the anticipation that awaits. well if only...
but the feelings this time will be different from all the previous times.
thank you my well-meaning friends who feel that i shouldn't even bother to be there, but like i told wenshan (thanks for the support. don't worry, i'll definitely be fine.) , i'm just really looking forward to having him back again, someone i can talk to about anything and everything. this closeness we share; nothing and no one can take away.
AND you better be very nice to me, because i put up with nightmarish! sunday mornings so that i can pick you up at the ungodly wee hours of the morning.
euphie, i'm completely elated and anticipatory about 12 june too. i didn't forget that, and for good this time.