Couldn't sleep so I went out walking
Thinking about you and hearing us talking
And all the things I should have said
Echo now, inside my head
I feel something falling from the sky
I'm so sad I made the angels cry
Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain
Tears from the moon, tears from the moon
It just ain't fair this thing called loving
When one step there and the other feels nothing
I would have done anything for you
I still love you, baby I adore you
All day I keep from falling apart
But at night when the sky gets dark
Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain
Stop, Stop haunting me
It should be easy
As easy as when you stopped wanting me
Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain
Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
but tears from the moon
can't wash away the pain
Tears from the moon, tears from the moon
Tears from the moon, tears from the moon
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it was either the card or envelope that gave me the cut and i only realised it when salted tears started burning into the flesh. how uncanny. it was as good as cutting deep into me.
maybe it would've been better if you hadnt bothered to send anything. at least i wouldnt see words that've never been so devoid of intimacy..and be reminded of the cards and letters you used to write to me in that all too familiar longhand of yours. i cant accept the cold hard fact that you are probably on your way to london now. do you know how much it feels only like yesterday that you were here besides me, draping the comforter over me, cajoling me to sleep, attempting lullabies when i started tossing and turning and you would leave only after i fell asleep. so many times i held on tightly to your hand because i didnt want you to leave while i was in slumber, without my awareness. eventually, you still left..someday somehow..without us being conscious of it until it was too late to turn back the clock. you left and embraced another world that couldnt tolerate me. why did you even bear to leave me behind? was it always on the cards? why did you promise when you had no intention to fulfill them? why must you be adroit at everything else but completely vacuous when it came to me or us?
We were in paradise.
We lived in a dream
We were just seventeen
it was really a dream i didnt want to wake up from.
'cause the dj's playing rhythm and blues
A sad-sorry state, stutter step to those slammin' grooves
As i'm waiting around for you...
mentally im not. i wont.
I guess some things which are not meant to be are just not meant to be. Trying too hard to hold on to them might lead to regrets in the future. Memories will always be sweeter than real life might be.
janice, this reminds me of our conversation about you givin up on that guy because he was unable to move on. i feel really lousy that u might probably be feelin the same exasperation about me.
